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*sob story, don’t read if you’re going to be a dick*

I just want to let all of you out there know that someone cares about you. I care about you. I love all you guys soo very much you don’t even know. Today I just got the news that one of my close friends committed suicide. I don’t know how to think because like I wish I could of saved her. About a month before this time last year I was in her place. I was just completely done with life and was ready to end it. I wrote soo many suicide notes. But I met some people. And things got better. But this isn’t about me. It’s about her. None of us saw it coming she was soo happy. We never knew today would be her last. I just wanted to tell all of you. That suicide is never the answer because it hurts everyone around you. It doesn’t only limit the chances of things getting worse it also limits the chances of things getting better. And they will get better. Maybe it’ll take a week, maybe a month, maybe a year. But they will get better and you have soo much still to live for. Please, to all my friends and followers and even if you just stumbled across this post, don’t go anywhere. Someone needs you and loves you. I love you. Feel free to talk to me anytime you need to. I’m always here for you. I will listen and I know I’m not a therapist but I’ll try my best to make things a bit better <3 to everyone fighting out there. Keep fighting. You’re better than the blade you’ll make it through this I promise you. And to my friend Cyra, I miss you and love you. Fly high and I’m glad you’re out of the pain. Gone too soon but you’ll never be forgotten


When I was in the hospital
I was roomed with a schizophrenic
And she was the most gentle person I have ever met
There was a boy with a long deep slit across his neck
Who told very funny jokes
A girl who never spoke a word
Would draw the most beautiful pictures
The boy who shook with anxiety
Could hold the most intelligent conversations
Even the girl who screamed in her sleep and picked at her skin
Had a heart the size of the ocean
We are not who you think we are

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